Beautiful Hate – Lorrain Allen

“This is going to hurt,” I rasp and drive into her tight muscles. Zilphia cries out, her delicate features contorted in agony. I lie flat against her soft curves and curl my fingers over her shoulders, thrusting and rolling my hips until she’s stretched to capacity, then my control shatters.

I plunge into her with punishing brutality, unleashing three years of pent-up anger on her body. “I’ve earned this,” I groan against her wet cheek. “You’re mine to break.” I dip my head and feast on her tits, circling my tongue around the raised bumps on her areolas. The air mattress deflates, but I don’t stop. I can’t stop. I’m fucking obsessed. Obsessed with her tears. Obsessed with her pain. Obsessed with being inside her. I fell hard for her back then, and I’m falling hard for her now, but this time I won’t play her fool.

This time the joke is on her. The familiar warm tingling starts in my balls, then shoots up my cock. I come, filling her tight asshole to the brim. “Shit,” I groan, giving a final thrust. I roll onto my back, feeling drowsy and sated. Zilphia curls herself into a tight ball, silent sobs racking her body. I stand and fix my clothing. “Get dressed and meet me outside,” I demand, ambling to my feet. 1kitap1.com/en I cut my blueberry pancakes into square sections before drowning the buttery fluffiness in maple syrup, but it’s all for show.

I can’t bring myself to eat. My stomach’s a knot of nerves and nausea. Sandman sits opposite me, devouring his steak breakfast without a care in the world, like he didn’t just brutalize me less than an hour ago. The meat is practically still mooing. Pinkish-red liquid pools on his plate, turning my stomach.

It’s jarring sitting at this booth with him, inside this restaurant. A normal couple enjoying the morning meal together. That’s what people see, but appearances aren’t always what they seem. Makes me wonder how many times I’ve viewed my surroundings through rose-colored lenses. I’m more than a little surprised he brought me here.

I thought for certain he was taking me to some isolated field to murder me. He put me through literal hell, and now he wants to feed me. Why? It doesn’t make any sense. Is this his demented way of courting me? I’d rather be at home sleeping my aches away. Maybe I can get some answers. “How did you find your father?” Sandman pauses, fork halfway to his mouth, his blue gaze settling on me. I squirm under his piercing stare, wishing I had kept my mouth shut.

Curiosity did kill the cat after all. He puts his fork down, the silence stretching between us.

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