Life After Narcissists – Tracey – Lee Hogan

1. Recovery is not instantaneous clarity Distance creates the conditions for clarity; it does not provide clarity on demand. Cognitive processing remains affected by: Residual stress activation (Arnsten, 2009) Delayed cognitive appraisal (Lazarus & Folkman, 1984) Gradual prefrontal cortex recovery after prolonged stress exposure (McEwen & McEwen, 2017). If you notice inconsistent clarity in the early stages, it reflects normal neurobiological timing. It is not avoidance or ambivalence. 2. Recovery is not emotional catharsis People often expect heightened emotion once they leave the stressful environment.

Instead, many experience: Emotional quietness Flatness Detachment Inconsistent feelings. This is not emotional suppression. It reflects the down-regulation of chronic activation and the body’s prioritisation of stabilisation before emotional processing (Fisher, 2021). Emotional systems recalibrate later, not first. 3. Recovery is not a “positive mindset” process Positive thinking does not regulate (though there are always exceptions to this rule): Cortisol Amygdala hyperreactivity Vagal tone Disrupted sleep cycles GI dysregulation Cognitive overload Evidence shows that physical stabilisation precedes psychological interpretation (Porges, 2011; LeDoux, 2012). Recovery involves biology, not just belief.

There’s a phrase ‘toxic positivity’, and there’s truth to that. Having been a new-ager myself, there were times when a friend, who was also into the new-age movement, asked me what was it that made me ask for these lessons. I had no contact with that person after that day. Sometimes really shitty things happen to good people, and victim shaming is not helpful.

Please know, I’m not against a positive mindset, in fact, it’s part of my goal setting and morning rituals these days, and I think it helped get me through a lot. However, when someone uses it to shame someone that has had a really rough time, I believe it is abhorrent and invalidates their experience, particularly when that person is looking for support. 4. Recovery is not linear People may experience: Moments of clarity followed by fog Days of steadiness followed by exhaustion Fluctuating emotions Unexpected memories appearing later rather than sooner.

These variations reflect the oscillation between activation and recovery, not regression. Systems stabilise in waves, not steps. 5. Recovery is not immediate self-trust After prolonged exposure to criticism, inconsistency, or coercive dynamics, self-trust is typically impacted. Research shows disruptions in: Executive functioning Decision-making confidence Fear–safety discrimination Microcognition which is the tiny moment-to-moment processes like working memory, attention, and quick decision- making (Sauro & Jorgensen, 2023). You aren’t being “indecisive” You’re adapting after long-term vigilance and instability.

6. Recovery is not emotional independence It’s common to rely on external validation early in the process. This is not dependency; it reflects the system seeking predictable cues after a period of unpredictability.

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