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“Oh.” “Aaaaand I had to have a shower because I also woke up with a hard-on. Figured it was far too soon for that.” His eyes went wide, then he gave me a shove. He also laughed and went bright red. “Jesus, Blake.” He shoved me again. “A cold shower, really?” I snorted. “Oh, it wasn’t cold.

Believe me, hot water, a soapy hand⁠—” He shoved me again, harder this time. “Shut the fuck up.” I laughed as I picked up my coffee and took a sip. “I feel much better now, just so you know. And it was the first time I’d ever rubbed one out to fantasies of a guy, so . . .” His eyes shot to mine, his cheeks burning red.

“Blake.” I shrugged it off, trying to play it cool. “You weren’t so shy in my fantasy, lemme tell ya.” He balked for real this time and kinda shied away, and I knew I’d gone too far. I put my coffee down again and pulled him in for another hug. It was easier to talk when he wasn’t looking at me. “Sorry. I shouldn’t have said that. I deal with shit with my terrible sense of humor, you know that.

I, um . . . I’m trying to get my head around everything, and joking is easier than admitting to being scared.” He relaxed in my arms then and eventually put his arms around me. “Scared, huh?” “Shitless. That I’ll fuck this up; that you’ll leave me again. That you’ll wake up one day and realize this was a mistake, and then I’ll have nothing and no one.” He sighed and pulled back, his eyes meeting mine. “I’m scared too.” “And we shouldn’t be, right?” I asked. “Because it’s us.

Because you know me, like no one else will ever know me. This is new, being like this with you is new, but it’s kinda familiar too. We should just be us. No pressure, just the same as we always have been. Best friends, but now we’re best friends with benefits.” I cringed. “Well, if we decide that benefits is what you want.

We need to talk about that, I guess.” He smiled, ducking his face. “I think I would, yes. If you want that, I’m definitely down.” I snorted. “Hell yes.

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Licensed images are used for illustrative purposes only. WARNING Intended for an 18+ audience only. This book is intended for an adult audience. It contains graphic language, explicit content, and adult situations. TRADEMARKS All trademarks are the property of their respective owners. 1kitap1.com/en CONTENTS Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8 Chapter 9 Chapter 10 Chapter 11 Chapter 12 Chapter 13 Chapter 14 Chapter 15 Chapter 16 Chapter 17 Chapter 18 Chapter 19 Epilogue Luke’s Songs & Whatever About the Author Also by N.R.

Walker 1kitap1.com/en BLURB Two years since Atrous disbanded and the spotlights have long faded to black, Blake Acosta has been coasting on the status quo. And after a reluctant week away, he comes home to find his best friend Luke Dougherty having a meltdown. He takes Luke to the cabins, just the two of them, to rest and regroup, and Blake thinks things were going well. Until it isn’t, and Luke ends their friendship.

Blake is sent reeling and has no choice but to deal with the aftermath solo. Forced to look inward and face some hard truths, Blake hits rock bottom, and the only person he needs is nowhere to be found. Luke needs time to get his head and heart in order, and he needs distance from the man he loves but can never have.

But when Blake tracks him down, prepared to give him everything he dreamed of, it seems too good to be true. Before they can have a future, they need to unpack the past. And to move forward, they need to first let go. Atrous no longer exists but the music remains, and even when the lights go out, some flames still burn. 1kitap1.com/en 1kitap1.com/en 1kitap1.com/en ONE I PULLED the Range Rover into the garage, with Becca in the passenger seat. We kinda smiled at each other, but not really.

Strained smiles at best. “I’ll grab the basket,” she said. “Okay.” I nodded as we got out, grabbing the two bags from the back and heading inside. I was so fucking happy to be home.

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