{"id":251013,"date":"2026-07-13T00:54:07","date_gmt":"2026-07-12T21:54:07","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/1kitap1.com\/en\/after-the-blu-marie-france\/"},"modified":"2026-07-13T00:54:07","modified_gmt":"2026-07-12T21:54:07","slug":"after-the-blu-marie-france","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/1kitap1.com\/en\/after-the-blu-marie-france\/","title":{"rendered":"After The Blu – Marie France"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Spun. Me. Deepening our kiss, hands in my hair, grip tight on my waist. \u201cAnd you taste like honey,\u201d he whispered against my lips. \u201cWell,\u201d I chuckled, \u201cthat\u2019s not cheesy at all.\u201d \u201cHoney\u2019s sweet, Beatrice.\u201d And slowly, he lowered me to the ground, pressing a gentle kiss to my forehead.<\/p>\n

\u201cI hope everyone saw that.\u201d \u201cDon\u2019t let me do that again,\u201d I teased, stepping into his car. He rounded the hood and slid into the driver\u2019s seat. Hand on my thigh, he leaned forward. \u201cI\u2019m not the police.\u201d \u2026 Our reservation never stood a chance. 1kitap1.com\/en Session Ten Hangover He should\u2019ve left me that day. I\u2019m convinced, that morning, Cole Ellerby should have walked out of my life and never returned. But he didn\u2019t leave, he\u2019s waiting for me at home. I can smell my favorite tea \u2013 peppermint and chamomile \u2013 being brewed, his hand on the kettle, eyeing our mug wall thinking: \u201cWould she want the black mug or the orange mug for when she comes back?\u201d<\/p>\n

My heating pad will be on the couch, tucked warm underneath the quilt we spent nine months butchering at the local library Fun Activates For Couples! incentive. Because if he\u2019d left, there would be none of that. And for sure, I\u2019m certain, if I called him right now, he\u2019d say: \u201cI hope the orange mug is okay.<\/p>\n

Black seems too depressing for the occasion.\u201d I\u2019d laugh and say, \u201cMom\u2019s passed out cold.\u201d He\u2019d ask, \u201cWhat do you need from me?\u201d And I\u2019d say: \u201cStay.\u201d Stay. One word, so impossibly simple, yet impossible to say. I\u2019ve thought it, throughout the course of my life, I prayed for it.<\/p>\n

Stay, please Dad. Why are you punishing yourself? Mom, he\u2019s gone. But I\u2019m here. Stay. Don\u2019t leave me. Jace \u2013 Jace, if we could work this out, maybe you could \u2013 Maybe. Maybe. Because I was never certain of an answer with him.<\/p>\n

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The characters and events portrayed in this book are fictitious. Any similarity to real persons, living or dead, is coincidental and not intended by the author. No part of this book may be reproduced, or stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording, or otherwise, without express written permission of the publisher. ISBN-13: 9781234567890 ISBN-10: 1477123456 Cover design by: Marie-France Leger Library of Congress Control Number: 2018675309 1kitap1.com\/en I’m not one for sappy starts but…<\/p>\n

Damn. It feels good to be back. With love, Beatrice XO 1kitap1.com\/en Author\u2019s Note I had no plans to write a \u201csequel\u201d to A Hue of Blu. Hell, I don\u2019t know that I would even categorize this novella as such. It\u2019s more like closure, for those who loved Blu \u2013 connected with her journey \u2013 this one is for you.<\/p>\n

My intention with Blu\u2019s Diaries is to give you all the answers you\u2019ve been waiting for. Some of you read the alternate ending, and trust me, I\u2019ve seen your comments, heard your questions: \u201cAre they going to find their way back to each other? Will they end up together?\u201d The answer is, and always will be, no. Jace\u2019s story ended in book one, and I stand by them not ending up together. Beatrice (Blu) Henderson has gone through so much in her life to have her growth and progress fractured by more toxicity.<\/p>\n

Jace Boland was a chapter in her life, but he was never going to be the full story. Amen to that. The same trigger warnings pertain to this book as they did in the first: S\/A, toxic family dynamics, self-esteem, BPD, body dysmorphia, and mental health. This isn\u2019t a story, it\u2019s a message. It\u2019s guidance. It\u2019s moving on. I want you to hear it from Blu.<\/p>\n

She misses you. 1kitap1.com\/en Beatrice\u2019s Playlist Where\u2019s My Love \u2013 SYML Spiral \u2013 Said the Sky, Jutes Cinnamon Girl \u2013 Lana Del Rey Pins and Needles \u2013 Nessa Barrett I Miss You, I\u2019m Sorry \u2013 Gracie Abrams Lose You to Love Me \u2013 Selena Gomez That\u2019s Us \u2013 Anson Seabra We Might As Well Be Strangers \u2013 Keane All I Want \u2013 Kodaline Run For the Hills \u2013 Tate McRae Find Some Peace of Mind \u2013 Stephen Stanley Iridescent \u2013 Linkin Park I Found \u2013 Amber Run End of Beginning \u2013 Djo Honeybee \u2013 Olivia Rodrigo 1kitap1.com\/en AFTER THE BLU.<\/p>\n

1kitap1.com\/en Pick my Brain Apart (or\u2026 table of contents, whatever) \u201cHome\u201d An Intro to Beatrice Henderson Is This How I\u2019m Supposed To Be Loved? Identity Crisis 101 UnForFuckingGettable Mirrors Tell You Sweet Lies I\u2019m Not Ready! I\u2019m Not Ready! I Feel Everything. And I Mean.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

This is a short excerpt from the opening of “” by Unknown, quoted for review and introduction purposes. All rights belong to the copyright holders.<\/em><\/p>\n

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