{"id":252739,"date":"2026-07-13T02:19:19","date_gmt":"2026-07-12T23:19:19","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/1kitap1.com\/en\/a-dose-of-me-juwell\/"},"modified":"2026-07-13T02:19:19","modified_gmt":"2026-07-12T23:19:19","slug":"a-dose-of-me-juwell","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/1kitap1.com\/en\/a-dose-of-me-juwell\/","title":{"rendered":"A Dose Of Me &#8211; Juwell"},"content":{"rendered":"<figure style=\"text-align:center;margin:0 auto 1.5em;\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/1kitap1.com\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/b4f0ae63dd75e7ae.jpg\" alt=\" - Unknown book cover\" style=\"max-width:300px;width:100%;height:auto;box-shadow:0 4px 12px rgba(0,0,0,.25);border-radius:4px;\"\/><\/figure>\n<p>Beno asked. He was a charming-ass nigga with long money, enough to make his great-grandchildren rich. We never had sex, though I know he wanted to. We&#8217;ve been knowing each other for years\u2014since high school. Back then, he was an ugly, pimple- faced, gap-toothed-ass nigga on the football team, but eventually he grew into his looks and money fixed up his appearances enough to make a bitch like me do a double take. For a while, we spoke via social media and he&#8217;d hit me up to check on me every quarter, but that was it.<\/p>\n<p>We never led anything on between each other that showed interest. Occasionally, he&#8217;d comment under my pictures and throw slick shots, but I never engaged in anything dealing with that. The other night though, after my phone call with Dose, he hit me up asking to take me on a date. I thought about it long and hard, before giving in and asking him to send me the deets.<\/p>\n<p>Dose could fucking wait and plus I wasn&#8217;t on his time, so bailing out on an ain&#8217;t-ass nigga was easy. At first, I wasn&#8217;t going to say anything about not showing up, but I felt like he deserved to hear something from me, instead of nothing at all, so I kept it simple. Sorry, I can&#8217;t come. Though my phone was on silent, he called me back to back fucking back, and I ignored every call.<\/p>\n<p>Then eventually I turned my phone off because he was causing a disturbance. &#8220;I don&#8217;t know,&#8221; I lied. I really didn&#8217;t have much to say. Honestly. &#8220;You know,&#8221; he grinned, showing a set of white veneered, chicklet teeth. &#8220;Why you playing? You know how long I&#8217;ve wanted you. You fine as hell even in person, Sia.&#8221; &#8220;I be so busy,&#8221; I spoke, as I took a sip from my wine, letting the bitter taste kiss my throat.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yet I made time for you.&#8221; He blushed. &#8220;Then be with me. Let&#8217;s ride off into the sunset and shit.&#8221; &#8220;It ain&#8217;t that easy,&#8221; I grinned. Then my smile faded as a cloud of darkness wavered over me, matching a look of confusion on Beno&#8217;s face. With the quickness, an intoxicating scent loomed over me, overpowering whatever Beno had on.<\/p>\n<p>My eyes grew wide, watching Dose grab a chair from an empty table nearby and scoot closer to us, hitting his knees against mine and swatting Beno&#8217;s hand away. As if that wasn&#8217;t enough, he leaned up and removed a gun from his waist and tapped it on the tablecloth and leaned back against the chair with his eyes zeroing in on me, as he stabbed his cheek with his tongue. The menacing glare felt like he was staring a hole through my face as chills ran over my body and up my spine.<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p>No part of this publication may be reproduced, distributed, or transmitted in any form or by any means, including photocopying, recording, or other electronic or mechanical methods, without the prior written permission of the publisher, except in the case of brief quotations embodied in critical reviews and certain other noncommercial uses permitted by copyright law. For permission requests, please contact: j.mcglown@yahoo.com This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the products of the author\u2019s imagination or are used fictitiously.<\/p>\n<p>Any resemblance of actual persons, living or dead, businesses, companies, events, or locales is entirely coincidental. The publisher does not have any control and does not assume any responsibility for author or third-party websites or their content. The unauthorized reproduction or distribution of this copyrighted work is a crime punishable by law.<\/p>\n<p>No part of the e-book may be scanned, uploaded to or downloaded from file sharing sites, or distributed in any other way via the Internet or any other means, electronic, or print, without the publisher\u2019s permission. Criminal copyright infringement, including infringement without monetary gain, is investigated by the FBI and is punishable by up to five years in federal prison and a fine of $ 250,000 (www.fbi.gov\/ipr\/). Cover Art: Talena Sam 1kitap1.com\/en Contents Synopsis Dedication Author\u2019s Note Please Read Poem Written By The Author Chapter One Sia Chapter Two Dose Chapter Three Sia Chapter Four Dose Chapter Five Sia Chapter Six Dose Chapter Seven Sia Chapter Eight Dose Chapter Nine Sia Chapter Ten Dose Chapter Eleven Sia Chapter Twelve Dose Chapter Thirteen Sia Epilogue Sia From The Author Also Written By The Author Available Paperbacks 1kitap1.com\/en Synopsis Being in the adult entertainment industry, Sia felt like the odds were always stacked against her.<\/p>\n<p>Most men only saw her as a fantasy instead of a woman, leaving her dating life practically nonexistent. Her days revolved around creating content, building her brand, and watching the profits roll in. It wasn&#8217;t the life she imagined for herself, but it was the one thing that kept her motivated to keep going. Love had long been placed on the back burner, and she was perfectly fine leaving it there.<\/p>\n<p>Dose understood the industry better than most because he was in it too. One of the biggest male stars in the business, he had no shortage of women throwing themselves at him. With his looks, charm, and reputation, getting attention had never been a problem. Commitment, however, was a different story.<\/p>\n<p>Then he met Sia.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p><em>This is a short excerpt from the opening of &ldquo;&rdquo; by Unknown, quoted for review and introduction purposes. 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