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My diet. My training. Even the relations I engaged in with women. But ever since Sophie came into my life, my regimented world slowly started to crumble. She wasn\u2019t making it any easier on me right now, pleading with me with her eyes, tempting me with a slow lick of her lips. But her tear-soaked cheeks were the reminder I needed that she wasn\u2019t in the right headspace to make any kind of rational decision. \u201cI\u2019m not asking for a commitment or exclusivity between us,\u201d she said. \u201cI just want to be with you right now.\u201d<\/p>\n

Her voice was like sweet torment. I wanted to give in, but some- how, I managed to hold on to the last bit of restraint I had and took a step back. She frowned, her eyes quickly roving over my face before she dropped them to the ground. I hated witnessing her embarrass- ment or self-doubt or whatever feeling it was that made her drop her shoulders, but I had to do what was right, no matter how hard.<\/p>\n

\u201cI better go,\u201d I said. She nodded but kept her head down. \u201cSophie.\u201d She didn\u2019t look at me. \u201cSophie,\u201d I said once more, a softness to my voice that sounded alien to me. \u201cYou know this is the right move.\u201d She finally looked at me. \u201cI know.\u201d Her response was barely above a whisper. \u201cI\u2019m just\u2026. I think I only wanted to\u2026 because of\u2026.\u201d Her words trailed off at the end, and even though she hadn\u2019t completed a full sentence, I understood exactly what she tried to convey.<\/p>\n

\u201cI get it. More than you know.\u201d A tiny crease formed between her eyes, but she didn\u2019t ask me to elaborate. I gestured between us. \u201cThis can\u2019t be awkward.\u201d \u201cIt won\u2019t be.\u201d \u201cAre you sure?\u201d \u201cYes.\u201d She straightened her posture and tipped her head upward. \u201cI promise. We\u2019re good. I\u2019ll see you tomorrow.\u201d<\/p>\n

I paused a moment as I studied her. This time, she held eye con- tact, and a flicker of strength flashed behind her eyes. \u201cSee you tomorrow.\u201d I left her place and walked the five steps to mine, wishing for more space because for as much as I talked a good game about doing the right fucking thing, I doubted I\u2019d stick to my guns and stay away from her tonight.<\/p>\n

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Any resemblance to actual people, living or dead, or to businesses, companies, events, institutions, or locales is completely coincidental. Beautiful Chaos\/ S. Nelson. \u2013 1st edition 1kitap1.com\/en To those who champion for second chances 1kitap1.com\/en CONTENTS Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8 Chapter 9 Chapter 10 Chapter 11 Chapter 12 Chapter 13 Chapter 14 Chapter 15 Chapter 16 Chapter 17 Chapter 18 Chapter 19 Chapter 20 Chapter 21 Chapter 22 Chapter 23 Chapter 24 Chapter 25 Chapter 26 Chapter 27 Chapter 28 Chapter 29 Chapter 30 Chapter 31 Chapter 32 Chapter 33 Chapter 34 Chapter 35 Chapter 36 Chapter 37 Chapter 38 Chapter 39 Chapter 40 Chapter 41 Chapter 42 Chapter 43 Chapter 44 Chapter 45 Chapter 46 Chapter 47 Chapter 48 Chapter 49 Epilogue Original KCMC Series Stay Informed Also Available About the Author Note to Reader Acknowledgments Books by S.<\/p>\n

Nelson 1kitap1.com\/en 1 \u201cCalm down,\u201d I murmured, my self-assurance in low supply today. \u201cYou can do this.\u201d The nerves that had settled deep within me began to tingle as I stared at my reflection in the rearview. The color had drained from my face, and beads of perspiration formed on my fore- head despite the air-conditioning blowing directly at me.<\/p>\n

My stom- ach churned and my mouth dried, exacerbating my sudden nausea. It had been years since I last interviewed for a job, and even though I had the initial phone meeting two days ago, this discussion was going to be face-to-face. I briefly considered starting the engine and speeding out of the parking lot, but I managed to calm myself before that happened. I retrieved my purse from the passenger seat before stepping out of my \u201998 Honda, my trembling hands subsiding a fraction.<\/p>\n

A tall, broad-shouldered man appeared in the doorway of the gym. I couldn\u2019t be certain he was the same person I had spoken to on the phone, but the way he watched me seemed to suggest he was indeed the one I was here to meet. As I approached, my hands turned clammy, and the thrum of my heart increased, amplifying the nervous energy coursing through me. \u201cAre you Sophie Delaney?\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

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