{"id":253975,"date":"2026-07-13T03:11:01","date_gmt":"2026-07-13T00:11:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/1kitap1.com\/en\/bent-right-to-your-wind-esther-valros\/"},"modified":"2026-07-13T03:11:01","modified_gmt":"2026-07-13T00:11:01","slug":"bent-right-to-your-wind-esther-valros","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/1kitap1.com\/en\/bent-right-to-your-wind-esther-valros\/","title":{"rendered":"Bent Right To Your Wind &#8211; Esther Valros"},"content":{"rendered":"<figure style=\"text-align:center;margin:0 auto 1.5em;\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/1kitap1.com\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/47a62a02a0c41a62.jpg\" alt=\" - Unknown book cover\" style=\"max-width:300px;width:100%;height:auto;box-shadow:0 4px 12px rgba(0,0,0,.25);border-radius:4px;\"\/><\/figure>\n<p>We decided to plan it for Friday night, and after much thought, I knew exactly what could be a date that my husband would love. Just as I was turning off my computer, Sophia opened the door with a worried, frantic look, and I knew my chances of ruining my date with my husband had increased significantly. I didn\u2019t even have to ask.<\/p>\n<p>She spilled everything out in the fastest, least clear way she had ever spoken. It was the worst day for this to happen, but there was no time to even worry about it. Mr. Musk-Smith had had the wonderful idea to write a letter to the public. A letter that we didn\u2019t approve of and made our case ten times harder, because even though he tried to apologize to his soon-to-be ex-wife, he sounded like the narcissistic asshole that he was.<\/p>\n<p>He had just showed the public that he was exactly how they thought he was. We never were able to control the narrative, but we tried to not give more ammunition to the public. I wanted to hit my head on the table. Stupid, selfish asshole. My alarm had sounded exactly fifteen minutes ago, telling me it was time to get home if I didn\u2019t want to mess up our date. I was debating between saying fuck it and leaving without thinking of the repercussions, or calling my husband to tell him I was messing up the very first thing that we agreed on in our process to improve our marriage.<\/p>\n<p>Could I still get there on time? \u201cWhat was he even thinking?\u201d Sophia asked angrily for the hundredth time. If I left, Sophia would be the one having to respond for my team, even if I was still punished for leaving. These days, she seemed less calm and collected and more frazzled around the edges. I could relate. I called Aaron.<\/p>\n<p>He picked it up at the third ring. \u201cHi, my love,\u201d he sounded so happy. \u201cHi, Maya. Can you hear me?\u201d His tone changed to a worried one. \u201cYes, sorry. I\u2014\u201d This was so messed up. \u201cAaron, I\u2014\u201d \u201cAre you alright?\u201d That got me out of my stupor. \u201cYes. I\u2019m fine, it\u2019s just that something happened in the office and I don\u2019t know if I will be able to get there on time.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOh, I see\u2026\u201d The disappointment was clear in his voice. I wanted to tell him everything, make him understand me, but the truth was I had still failed him. Again. I bit my cheek while passing my hands through my hair. \u201cMaya, don\u2019t worry. We can reschedule.\u201d \u201cI\u2019m sorry. I really wanted to go on a date with you. I had everything planned and\u2014\u201d \u201cI know, my love. I mean it.<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p>Editing by Hannah G. Scheffer-Wentz, English Proper Editing Services Proofreading by Evelyn, English Proper Editing Services Cover made by Marta Garc\u00eda Navarro @margana_mgn Character art created by @aurithemoon 1kitap1.com\/en Contenido COPYRIGHT Trigger Warning \u201cThat fateful night\u201d Maya *20 MONTHS LATER * \u201cOur new routine\u201d Aaron *PAST* \u201cThe first day of the rest of their lives\u201d Maya *PRESENT* \u201cWhat is he doing here?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Maya *PAST* \u201cThree weeks after meeting\u201d Aaron *PRESENT* \u201cLose the pants\u201d Maya *PAST* \u201cThe beginning of the end\u201d Maya CHAPTER 7 *PRESENT* \u201cTell me about your wife\u201d Aaron *PAST* \u201cFirst day of school\u201d Aaron *PRESENT* \u201cNew recruiter\u201d Maya *PAST* \u201cIndifferent\u201d Maya *PRESENT* \u201cA little surprise\u201d Aaron *PAST* \u201c8 YEARS LATER\u201d *PRESENT* \u201cSweet Nothings\u201d Maya *PAST* \u201cAaron\u2019s 18th birthday\u201d Maya *PRESENT* \u201cCouple\u2019s therapy\u201d Aaron *PAST* \u201cA truce\u201d Aaron *PRESENT* \u201cMessing it up\u201d Maya *PAST* \u201cA not-so-strange stranger\u201d Maya *PRESENT* \u201cCursing my shoulder\u201d Maya *PAST* \u201cSearching for my rival\u201d Maya *PRESENT* \u201cShe pushed too fast, too soon\u201d Aaron *PAST* \u201cMessing around\u201d Maya PRESENT \u201cM\u00e1laga\u201d Maya *PAST* \u201cMy fantasy became reality\u201d Aaron *PRESENT* \u201cFashion show\u201d Aaron *PAST* \u201cAfterglow\u201d Maya *PRESENT* \u201cProtecci\u00f3n\u201d Maya *PAST* \u201cTrust your gut\u201d Maya *PRESENT* \u201cIf only I knew\u201d Aaron *PAST* \u201cKnife to the neck\u201d Aaron *PRESENT* \u201cHead first with the truth\u201d Maya *PAST* \u201cBetrayal\u201d Maya *PRESENT* \u201cArrows to my heart\u201d Aaron *PAST* \u201cA visitor with a gift\u201d Aaron \u201cBroken dreams Maya *PRESENT* \u201cMy worst nightmare; my reality\u201d Maya *PAST* \u201cHome, sweet home\u201d Maya *PRESENT* \u201cA ghost\u201d Aaron *PAST* \u201cMoving on\u201d Maya *PRESENT* \u201cRest\u201d Maya *PAST* \u201cRose\u201d Aaron *PRESENT* \u201cBack home\u201d Aaron *PAST* \u201cProm\u201d Maya *PRESENT* \u201cOur bodies still intertwined\u201d Maya *PAST* \u201cKeys\u201d Aaron MAYA *PRESENT* \u201cWhite dress\u201d Aaron *PAST* \u201cCollege\u201d Maya *PRESENT* \u201cThe End\u201d Maya *3 YEARS LATER* \u201cHappiness\u201d Aaron 1kitap1.com\/en To my grandparents, I wish life would have been kinder to you and that we could have had more time together.<\/p>\n<p>Os extra\u00f1o mucho, abuelos. To my parents, who had fight to give me a good life and have shown me unconditional love. I owned you all. To my sister, thank you for being the best friend that anyone could ask for. I\u2019m so proud of you. I\u2019m forever grateful to have grown up in this wonderful family. Os quiero much\u00edsimo. 1kitap1.com\/en Trigger Warning This book deals with heavy subjects. I\u00b4ll mention them below.<\/p>\n<p>If you have questions about it, please messaged me at esthervalorsauthor@gmail.com Death of a loved one (on page, and mention and talk about grief), abusive parent (on page), alcoholism (on page, not main characters), car accident (recalled), marriage in peril (on page), bullying (on page), sickness of a loved one (on page), explicit scenes between main characters (on page), cheating (not between main characters, just mention) 1kitap1.com\/en PROLOGUE \u201cThat fateful night\u201d Maya My body was shaking, cold, and sweaty\u2014a tacky feeling that made me want to crawl out of my skin.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p><em>This is a short excerpt from the opening of &ldquo;&rdquo; by Unknown, quoted for review and introduction purposes. 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