{"id":257950,"date":"2026-07-13T15:57:25","date_gmt":"2026-07-13T12:57:25","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/1kitap1.com\/en\/dead-loud-dead-girls-emma-smith\/"},"modified":"2026-07-13T15:57:25","modified_gmt":"2026-07-13T12:57:25","slug":"dead-loud-dead-girls-emma-smith","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/1kitap1.com\/en\/dead-loud-dead-girls-emma-smith\/","title":{"rendered":"Dead Loud Dead Girls – Emma Smith"},"content":{"rendered":"
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I was shaking, shaking, shaking like I couldn\u2019t stop. I nodded as Mandy shrugged, looking back at the room Lukas had previously occupied. \u201cI don\u2019t mind having a room to myself,\u201d she said. \u201cLooks cosy, anyway.\u201d I was grateful as she started to make her way towards the room, her not- yet-unpacked suitcase in one hand and an easy expression on her face.<\/p>\n

Maybe\u2026 maybe Mandy wasn\u2019t that bad. I couldn\u2019t stand the thought of sleeping anywhere near those bloodied sheets tonight \u2013 even if Lisa was coming to change them, and the small room was on the other side of a wall. She arrived within the hour, carrying a bundle of fresh linen and cleaning products, a serious look on her face. Her blonde hair was all mussed up, as if she\u2019d been asleep and quickly thrown on some clothes, forehead even more lined than it had been previously with her evident worry \u2013 and fear.<\/p>\n

She went straight to me and gave me a hug, before looking around at the rest of us. \u201cYou never should have left the door open,\u201d she said at once, shaking her head. \u201cThat was very, very irresponsible of you. We\u2019re in the middle of the countryside, here; there\u2019s no perimeter fence, so anyone could get in.<\/p>\n

That\u2019s why you all have keys, and the lot of you have codes for the other buildings. Have you called the police yet?\u201d \u201cWe assumed it was just a prank,\u201d Marcus told her, one eyebrow raised. \u201cBut nobody\u2019s owning up.\u201d My stomach felt choppy as I stared at him, trying to work him out. We\u2019d discussed the situation since finding Pudding, Sofia more vigorously than the rest.<\/p>\n

We\u2019d all been in different rooms in the main house when the vandalism must have been carried out, so it would have been easy for one of us to slip away and squirt the ketchup, carefully snip Pudding\u2019s head from his neck. I felt sick, shaky, as I imagined any of my friends doing so, going to such careful measures to remove my teddy\u2019s furry head and trample bloody footprints over the carpet\u2026<\/p>\n

And\u2026 why weren\u2019t they admitting to it now? Were they backtracking, realising that this was taking it too far? The only possible culprit was Marcus. Mandy was too indifferent \u2013 she wanted her hands on the boys, sure, and maybe was jealous of my friendship with Sofia, but she wasn\u2019t a psychopath\u2026 I didn\u2019t think. But Marcus hated me. He thought I was a slut.<\/p>\n

He said so himself. It was only a few hours ago that we\u2019d broken up, if you could call it that, though it felt like centuries had passed since.<\/p>\n

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I\u2019ve decided to keep a sort of virtual journal this year, because I got a new iPad for Christmas \u2013 thank you, Mum and Darren! \u2013 and it has this app on it, a journal app, the kind that has a crappy interface and a default Comic Sans font (no offence). But\u2026 I think it\u2019ll be fun, especially to look back on. I\u2019m going on holiday in just a few days with my best friend, Sofia, and some of the others from college, including my sort of on-and-off boyfriend, Marcus.<\/p>\n

Even though it\u2019s stupid \u2013 and I know it\u2019s stupid \u2013 I can\u2019t help but look back on everything that happened with Ethan and wish\u2026 well, wish that I\u2019d kept a log of it, taken more photos and videos, pasted them all into an album. Titled it: My First Love, or something similar. I can already feel myself falling for Marcus, for his messy hair and dark eyes, and I want to be prepared for when that happens\u2026 want to have a specific log of the events from back to front, just in case it doesn\u2019t work out after all and I ever need it as evidence.<\/p>\n

Anyway\u2026 we\u2019re going to the Lakes! I\u2019m really excited, because it\u2019s going to be fab for photos, and I\u2019ve recently got really into this cool new app \u2013 it\u2019s called HeavenSent, and it\u2019s basically if my two favourite social media sites had a baby and birthed this beautiful, marvellous creation. You get encouraged through prompts to live your best life by going outside and seeing new things, all while being as aesthetic as possible\u2026<\/p>\n

and all of the big influencers on there have a carefully curated, gorgeous profile filled with matching photos and vibes. It’s always been my dream to go into fashion one day \u2013 or maybe marketing and social media \u2013 so this is really exciting for me. My goal in 2025 is to get a proper following online and start reaching more people\u2026 then maybe next year I can finally start my boutique.<\/p>\n

I\u2019ve been thinking about it for so long, planning with Sofia, but I don\u2019t want to hold off any longer. I think 2025 is going to be my year\u2026 I can just feel it.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

This is a short excerpt from the opening of “” by Unknown, quoted for review and introduction purposes. All rights belong to the copyright holders.<\/em><\/p>\n

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