{"id":258398,"date":"2026-07-13T16:14:59","date_gmt":"2026-07-13T13:14:59","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/1kitap1.com\/en\/deprivation-ellie-sanders-1\/"},"modified":"2026-07-13T16:14:59","modified_gmt":"2026-07-13T13:14:59","slug":"deprivation-ellie-sanders-1","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/1kitap1.com\/en\/deprivation-ellie-sanders-1\/","title":{"rendered":"Deprivation &#8211; Ellie Sanders (1)"},"content":{"rendered":"<figure style=\"text-align:center;margin:0 auto 1.5em;\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/1kitap1.com\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/d1eddb46f9ecb4bb.jpg\" alt=\" - Unknown book cover\" style=\"max-width:300px;width:100%;height:auto;box-shadow:0 4px 12px rgba(0,0,0,.25);border-radius:4px;\"\/><\/figure>\n<p>The heart transplant has taken its toll but his eyes, those piercing, ice-blue eyes still burn with the same intensity. Opposite him, his brother Lazarus sits, picking idly at a loose thread on his sleeve. He narrows his eyes slightly when he spots me, but beyond that he remains silent. The pair of them are eerily alike. All sharp jawlines and that long, shoulder length hair. The only real difference is Lazarus\u2019s stubble and differing tattoos. \u201cAntonio,\u201d Konstantine says, his voice a raspy whisper.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cCome. Sit.\u201d I take the seat between them, the leather creaking under my weight. The room is silent except for the faint ticking of a grandfather clock in the corner. Outside, the grounds are bathed in the golden light of late afternoon, but the shadows seem longer than they should be, darker. \u201cHow is Ezra?\u201d Konstantine asks, his gaze fixed on the horizon. \u201cHe\u2019s well,\u201d I reply. \u201cThe sea air agrees with him. He\u2019s thriving.\u201d A faint smile flickers across Konstantine\u2019s lips, but it\u2019s gone as quickly as it appeared.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cGood. That\u2019s good.\u201d There\u2019s a pause, heavy and expectant. I know what\u2019s coming next. \u201cAnd Ines\u2019s murderers?\u201d Lazarus asks, his voice low and steady. \u201cHave you made progress?\u201d I lean forward, resting my elbows on my knees. \u201cWe have names now. We know who\u2019s responsible.\u201d Konstantine turns to me, his eyes narrowing. \u201cWho?\u201d I take a deep breath, steeling myself for his reaction.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt\u2019s her family. They\u2019re involved.\u201d I expect denial, outrage, disbelief. But Konstantine simply nods, his expression grim. \u201cI always feared this,\u201d he says quietly. \u201cInes, she feared them too. They tried to control her, to control me through her. When she refused to bend to their will, they must have decided she was better off dead.\u201d Lazarus shakes his head, muttering something I don\u2019t catch under his breath as he gets to his feet, walking away to stare out the window as if he can see the very wolves creeping through the flowerbeds, coming to destroy us all.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThey\u2019ve gone to ground,\u201d I add.<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p>No part of this book may be reproduced in any form or by any electronic or mechanical means, including information storage and retrieval systems, without written permission from the author, except for the use of brief quotations in a book review. OceanofPDF.com Contents Content Warning 1. Grace 2. Grace 3.<\/p>\n<p>Antonio 4. Antonio 5. Antonio 6. Grace 7. Grace 8. Grace 9. Antonio 10. Grace 11. Antonio 12. Grace 13. Antonio 14. Grace 15. Antonio 16. Antonio 17. Antonio 18. Grace 19. Antonio 20. Grace 21. Antonio 22. Grace 23. Antonio 24. Antonio 25. Grace 26. Grace 27. Grace 28. Antonio 29. Grace 30. Antonio 31. Antonio 32. Grace 33. Grace 34. Grace 35. Antonio 36.<\/p>\n<p>Grace 37. Grace 38. Grace 39. Grace 40. Antonio 41. Grace 42. Antonio 43. Antonio 44. Antonio 45. Grace 46. Antonio 47. Grace 48. Grace 49. Antonio 50. Grace 51. Grace 52. Antonio 53. Grace 54. Grace 55. Antonio 56. Grace 57. Antonio 58. Antonio 59. Antonio 60. Grace 61. Antonio 62. Grace 63. Antonio 64. Antonio 65. Grace 66. Grace 67. Grace 68. Grace 69. Antonio 70. Antonio 71. Grace 72. Grace 73. Antonio 74. Grace 75.<\/p>\n<p>Grace 76. Grace 77. Antonio 78. Antonio 79. Antonio 80. Antonio 81. Antonio 82. Grace 83. Antonio 84. Antonio 85. Antonio 86. Grace 87. Grace 88. Antonio 89. Grace 90. Antonio Epilogue Sneak Peak At Decimation Decimation Other Books By Ellie Sanders About the Author Afterword OceanofPDF.com For all those readers who see the allure of a man with unimaginable power; be careful what you wish for, because power is never given, only taken.<\/p>\n<p>And once it chooses you, you will dance on its strings, over and over, until the monster decides the performance is done&#8230; OceanofPDF.com If you\u2019ve read my books before this, then you won\u2019t be surprised that this book continues those fucked up themes. It IS PITCH BLACK. The male main character is an irredeemable, manipulative, abusive piece of shit. Don\u2019t fall for his moments of kindness. He is showing you who he really is when he is most brutal. The female main character deserves so much better than what she gets and I wonder if her story might be the worst in this series.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p><em>This is a short excerpt from the opening of &ldquo;&rdquo; by Unknown, quoted for review and introduction purposes. 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