{"id":259513,"date":"2026-07-13T17:02:36","date_gmt":"2026-07-13T14:02:36","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/1kitap1.com\/en\/erase-me-josh-silver\/"},"modified":"2026-07-13T17:02:36","modified_gmt":"2026-07-13T14:02:36","slug":"erase-me-josh-silver","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/1kitap1.com\/en\/erase-me-josh-silver\/","title":{"rendered":"Erase Me – Josh Silver"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Only, it\u2019s not what I thought it would be. Welcome to your worst nightmare. It\u2019s not my handwriting. The tattoo. A blotchy, hastily done stick-and-poke, just like Roadkill Man said. It\u2019s hard to tell from this angle in the bathroom of Polly\u2019s Diner, but I know I can\u2019t have done it. The two words are located along the skin above the protruding bone at the base of my skull behind my ear.<\/p>\n

It would\u2019ve been near impossible for me to do it. Which means someone else must have, which also seems impossible. But then, most of the past few hours seems impossible. My vision goes hazy as I stare at the two words in the circular makeup mirror I\u2019m holding up in front of my face, reflecting them from the mirror above the sink behind me.<\/p>\n

I asked one of the waitresses for it\u2014said I needed to find an ingrown hair. This request definitely grossed her out. That was exactly what I wanted because she handed it over without asking questions. I can see two words now. A reflection of a reflection of a memory I don\u2019t have. I\u2019d take a picture of it, but I don\u2019t have my phone.<\/p>\n

Or my bag. They\u2019re both still with the stern woman back at the club. Not having my phone made finding Polly\u2019s Diner difficult. Due to my brain being mangled like a piece of mashed-up Blu Tack, I didn\u2019t make much sense when I asked people for directions. They either ignored me or moved away, thinking I was blind drunk. One woman actually asked if I was homeless and needed support with drug addiction. She said she could call social services, or my parents, if I wanted.<\/p>\n

I just cried. It felt so strange, because this is what I\u2019d wanted, but it was awful. No, don\u2019t call my parents, I told her. I said I was twenty-one and I was fine. She just shrugged and said something like people are so lost these days.<\/p>\n

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