{"id":262979,"date":"2026-07-14T14:16:38","date_gmt":"2026-07-14T11:16:38","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/1kitap1.com\/en\/holding-his-heart-and-his-gun-a-savage-love-story-jahquel-j-1\/"},"modified":"2026-07-14T14:16:38","modified_gmt":"2026-07-14T11:16:38","slug":"holding-his-heart-and-his-gun-a-savage-love-story-jahquel-j-1","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/1kitap1.com\/en\/holding-his-heart-and-his-gun-a-savage-love-story-jahquel-j-1\/","title":{"rendered":"Holding His Heart And His Gun A Savage Love Story &#8211; Jahquel J (1)"},"content":{"rendered":"<figure style=\"text-align:center;margin:0 auto 1.5em;\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/1kitap1.com\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/d12480a5259affc2.jpg\" alt=\" - Unknown book cover\" style=\"max-width:300px;width:100%;height:auto;box-shadow:0 4px 12px rgba(0,0,0,.25);border-radius:4px;\"\/><\/figure>\n<p>Where the hell you at, Ms. Fast Ass?\u201d I questioned her. She stalled a bit before she answered. \u201cAt Burna\u2019s house. He had to come over this way to pick up something. I\u2019m just waiting for him to finish his conversation.\u201d \u201cOohhh, so you talking about me, but you\u2019re at Burna\u2019s crib,\u2019 I laughed. \u201cGirl, I ain&#8217;t thinking about that shit.<\/p>\n<p>Tell me why his little non- girlfriend called herself trying to fight me?\u201d \u201cWho, Kim?\u201d Yep: \u201cShe can&#8217;t fight so I don&#8217;t know why. Kim is all talk or she will get her sister Trina to fight her battles.\u201d \u201cI leaned on the car and laughed the whole time. I\u2019m worried about looking for a job, not worrying about who her nigga is fucking with.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat&#8217;s true. I&#8217;ll see you when you get back,\u201d I tried to rush her off the phone. My hands were itching to dial Boogie\u2019s number and see what he so desperately wanted. \u201cGo call Boogie, you damn addict, she snickered and we ended the call. Soon as I pressed the end button, I was pressing the talk button and dialing his number. I waited a while and then his voice came on the line.<\/p>\n<p>Why did I start cheesing like a little school girl? \u201cWho this?\u201d \u201cHey, it\u2019s Kashira,\u2019 I replied sweetly. \u201cI been hitting your line all morning, what\u2019s good with you?\u201d I smiled at how concerned he sounded over me not answering my phone. \u201cLove had my phone so I didn\u2019t know you were calling me. What&#8217;s up?\u201d \u201cI wanted to see you today, that\u2019s all,\u201d he replied. \u201cWell, the day is almost over and I\u2019ve seemed to have slept it away.<\/p>\n<p>What did you do all day?\u201d \u201cHandled some business and came back to the crib. I\u2019m \u2018bout to slide through to your crib, cool?\u201d \u201cI don&#8217;t mind, just bring me some Pepsi when you come.\u201d \u201cBet.\u201d<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p>Any unauthorized reprint or use of the material is prohibited. No part of this book may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic, or mechanical, including photocopying, recording, or by any information storage without express permission by the publisher. This is an original work of fiction.<\/p>\n<p>Names, characters, places and incidents are either products of the author&#8217;s imagination or are used fictitiously and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead is entirely coincidental. Contains explicit language &#038; adult themes suitable for ages 16+ be ce FO. corrung Shyes Be\u201d glee, cig etpciicel ley Through the phone. Loupiag at th : 1@ ges Masa Sie Serie oF Oh an a my hand, | SANE fee 3! ioe tt \u00e9 a a 7 &#8211; 3 S 5 ~ . * id a = vt _\u2014 &#038; ae Seo ee se ae Sn Raisin tee irene Mates Gases aaihoble Srengee toe \u00a9 2 \u201ci : : 7 &#8211; = = =: JAHQUEL J CHAPTER ONE Oprrna \u201cI chase the money like Joe Budden do Drake fans Through the sunroof screamin\u2019 money ain&#8217;t a thing.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>(He you coming through or nah?\u201d shorty questioned me through the phone. Looking at the phone and then the bottle of Moet in my hand, I shrugged my shoulders as if she could see me. \u201cT ain&#8217;t gonna front, I\u2019m a little fucked up,\u2019 I slurred in the phone.<\/p>\n<p>She huffed into the phone and I laughed because I thought everything was funny right about now. \u201cI\u2019m going to bed. You claimed you were coming and youre drunk.\u201d I didn&#8217;t get a chance to reply because she ended the call. Shorty just met me earlier and she already wanted to fuck. Earlier, I was chilling in the BX with my niggas and she walked up to me.<\/p>\n<p>I aint gonna front, this light-skinned shorty was fine as fuck with her thick ass. Her hair fell down to the crack of her ass and was colored honey blonde. I could tell she came from bread or she had a nigga that was 1 Holding His Heart and His Gun &#8211; A Savage Love Story making moves from the Fendi fit she was rocking. Now, she was calling and wanting me to come through to her hotel room.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYo, who that?\u201d Boogie, my right-hand man asked me. He was being entertained by one of the strippers. Bitch was damn near fucking him in front of us, and he was completely fine with that shit. \u201cShorty from earlier wants me to slide through when I\u2019m done here,\u2019 I replied as I took another swig from the nearly empty bottle.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p><em>This is a short excerpt from the opening of &ldquo;&rdquo; by Unknown, quoted for review and introduction purposes. 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She stalled a bit before she answered. \u201cAt Burna\u2019s house. He had to come over this way to pick up something. I\u2019m just waiting for him to finish his conversation.\u201d \u201cOohhh, so you talking about me, but you\u2019re at Burna\u2019s crib,\u2019 I laughed. \u201cGirl, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":262977,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[8],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-262979","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-english"],"blocksy_meta":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/1kitap1.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/262979","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/1kitap1.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/1kitap1.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/1kitap1.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/1kitap1.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=262979"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/1kitap1.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/262979\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/1kitap1.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/262977"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/1kitap1.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=262979"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/1kitap1.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=262979"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/1kitap1.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=262979"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}