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We\u2019ve mostly been texting, so it\u2019s good to hear her voice. Then I send Amparo a quick message, just to check in and see if she needs anything. She asks me for an update on my manuscript, and I sheepishly tell her I\u2019m working on it\u2014which is true, if you count scrolling on Pinterest for inspiration every chance I get as work. After that, Dra. Gotiangco calls me.<\/p>\n

Roc\u00edo is right; when I tell Dra. Gotiangco what I\u2019ve been up to, she sounds pleased. \u201cYou\u2019re making friends. You\u2019re putting yourself out there again. You\u2019ve come a long way, Isabel.\u201d A lump forms in my throat. I didn\u2019t realize how badly I needed to hear that. I was so afraid, so, so afraid, that I was doing the wrong thing, impeding on my own progress by being here, by getting involved. \u201cNow, of course, I\u2019m not saying to put yourself in dangerous or harmful situations,\u201d Dra.<\/p>\n

Gotiangco says, \u201cbut you\u2019re proving to be resilient in the face of distress. I know it\u2019s not easy, facing Natalia. But you\u2019re taking the good with the bad. You\u2019re trying. You should be very proud of yourself. Are you still keeping up with your medications?\u201d I nod. Same time every morning with my first meal.<\/p>\n

\u201cAnd your journal? You mentioned you were writing.\u201d I hold up the cheap stack of notebooks I\u2019ve been using. They came in a set that cost me less than two hundred pesos and were a pain in the ass to lug around, but I can\u2019t imagine ever going out without them. The covers are near tattered from being tossed around in my bag and just general wear and tear. There are several, because I like to keep separate ones for specific purposes, including my writing notebook.<\/p>\n

Dra. Gotiangco encourages it, because it helps me organize my thoughts, and when my memory fails, we go over my entries together. At first it horrified me, going over my innermost thoughts with my doctor. But now I\u2019m used to it. I tell Dra. Gotiangco everything. Or\u2014well, most of everything, anyway.<\/p>\n

After I scrapped my initial idea, I write a lot more about Kieran now. Things I\u2019m not even ready to fully admit to myself: how handsome I find him, how much I like it when he gets annoyed at the others and stands up for me. Those gorgeous dark curls. The stubble that grows back quickly every time he shaves. There\u2019s a shameful part of me that\u2019s a little giddy, to finally be chosen over Natalia.<\/p>\n

It\u2019s shit and I know it. My anxiety creeps up on me. \u201cBut doesn\u2019t it seem like I\u2019m using her?<\/p>\n

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