{"id":264321,"date":"2026-07-15T02:02:40","date_gmt":"2026-07-14T23:02:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/1kitap1.com\/en\/i-am-the-ghost-here-kim-samek\/"},"modified":"2026-07-15T02:02:40","modified_gmt":"2026-07-14T23:02:40","slug":"i-am-the-ghost-here-kim-samek","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/1kitap1.com\/en\/i-am-the-ghost-here-kim-samek\/","title":{"rendered":"I Am The Ghost Here &#8211; Kim Samek"},"content":{"rendered":"<figure style=\"text-align:center;margin:0 auto 1.5em;\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/1kitap1.com\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/3b5d8b3b4e9184e9.jpg\" alt=\" - Unknown book cover\" style=\"max-width:300px;width:100%;height:auto;box-shadow:0 4px 12px rgba(0,0,0,.25);border-radius:4px;\"\/><\/figure>\n<p>I returned to the app often to see them pile up. But even with hundreds of thousands of hearts lighting up, something was missing. \u2014 FOR HIS FORTIETH BIRTHDAY, I got him a bottle of Suntory whiskey and a soft-looking yellow cashmere sweater. I figured robots were cold, all that metal. It seemed like a thoughtful gift. He handed the minder the bottle of whiskey and asked her if she could clean him with it later.<\/p>\n<p>He told me it had been a long time since he felt cold or hot or any other sensation, so a sweater wasn\u2019t needed. \u201cIt\u2019s just a gesture, then,\u201d I said. \u201cJust say thank you and accept the gift.\u201d \u201cI don\u2019t accept the gift,\u201d he said. At least he was speaking to me now. This felt like progress. He told the minder to lubricate his elbows so he could cross his arms.<\/p>\n<p>He told the minder to turn his head to the left, so he could be petulant. She did as she was told. \u201cYou don\u2019t have to visit,\u201d he told me. \u201cI want to visit,\u201d I said. \u201cI live up the street. You\u2019re on my way home from the park. It\u2019s convenient. Plus, I miss you.\u201d \u201cI don\u2019t miss you,\u201d he said. \u201cIf I\u2019m going to be alone, I may as well actually be alone.\u201d He told the minder to push him to the window so he could look at the police helicopter hovering overhead.<\/p>\n<p>I folded up the sweater and left it on the kitchen counter. \u2014 I WENT OVER TO my sister\u2019s house to check on her. She said she was doing better. I didn\u2019t force her to act cheery or take pictures of her path to recovery.<\/p>\n<p>I brought her some food and unloaded her groceries. She seemed grateful once she knew I wasn\u2019t going to make her perform. She listened to my problems. I had a lot to say about Ralph. She said he probably just needed some time to adjust. He\u2019d been smart his whole life and was facing an identity crisis not so different from my own. It was bound to make him neurotic. I reminded her that I easily overcame my identity crisis.<\/p>\n<p>She said he would overcome his, too, if I gave him enough time. She agreed the eyebrow wiggle was significant. Now that Ralph and I were having problems, I was finally experiencing the kind of sisterly relationship I had craved. This was the kind of relationship sisters had on those television programs I liked to watch. A few days later, she sent me a news article that seemed true and could help fix Ralph.<\/p>\n<p>She was a real scientist. I trusted her links. I went by his place.<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p>An imprint of Random House A division of Penguin Random House LLC 1745 Broadway, New York, NY 10019 randomhousebooks.com penguinrandomhouse.com Copyright \u00a9 2026 by Kim Samek Penguin Random House values and supports copyright. Copyright fuels creativity, encourages diverse voices, promotes free speech, and creates a vibrant culture. Thank you for buying an authorized edition of this book and for complying with copyright laws by not reproducing, scanning, or distributing any part of it in any form without permission.<\/p>\n<p>You are supporting writers and allowing Penguin Random House to continue to publish books for every reader. Please note that no part of this book may be used or reproduced in any manner for the purpose of training artificial intelligence technologies or systems. The Dial Press is a registered trademark and the colophon is a trademark of Penguin Random House LLC. Some of the stories in this collection were originally published in Catapult, Ecotone 33, Guernica, North American Review, The Threepenny Review, and Zyzzyva.<\/p>\n<p>Hardcover ISBN 9798217153572 Ebook ISBN 9798217153596 Book Team: Production editor: Luke Epplin \u2022 Managing editor: Rebecca Berlant \u2022 Production manager: Samuel Wetzler \u2022 Copy editor: Kathy Lord \u2022 Proofreaders: Liz Carbonell, Megha Jain, Taylor McGowan Book design by Elizabeth A. D. Eno, adapted for ebook by Vincent Mancuso Cover design: Michael Morris Cover image: Nrey\/Shutterstock The authorized representative in the EU for product safety and compliance is Penguin Random House Ireland, Morrison Chambers, 32 Nassau Street, Dublin D02 YH68, Ireland. https:\/\/eu- contact.penguin.ie. ep_prh_7.3a_155144341_c0_r0 OceanofPDF.com CONTENTS DEDICATION I AM THE GHOST HERE EGG MOTHER EVERYTHING DISAPPEARS WHEN YOU\u2019RE HAVING FUN TRASH HEAP HERO RETURN THE SHARPEST KNIFE SVEN MUSCLE TO MUSCLE, TOE TO TOE ANOTHER TOAD IN THE FEELY BOX THE GARBAGE PATCH THE MILF HOTEL THE CLOUD ACKNOWLEDGMENTS PUBLICATION HISTORY ABOUT THE AUTHOR OceanofPDF.com To Josh and Isidore OceanofPDF.com I I AM THE GHOST HERE t is not until my older brother is thirty-three that I learn he\u2019s controlled by a puppeteer.<\/p>\n<p>The truth comes out after a family emergency, when Jeff is unable to summon the puppeteer on short notice and must appear as himself for the first time. I don\u2019t immediately recognize my brother as he hurries through the automatic doors of the hospital.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p><em>This is a short excerpt from the opening of &ldquo;&rdquo; by Unknown, quoted for review and introduction purposes. 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