{"id":265761,"date":"2026-07-16T14:24:59","date_gmt":"2026-07-16T11:24:59","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/1kitap1.com\/en\/liminal-lyla-andrews\/"},"modified":"2026-07-16T14:24:59","modified_gmt":"2026-07-16T11:24:59","slug":"liminal-lyla-andrews","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/1kitap1.com\/en\/liminal-lyla-andrews\/","title":{"rendered":"Liminal &#8211; Lyla Andrews"},"content":{"rendered":"<figure style=\"text-align:center;margin:0 auto 1.5em;\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/1kitap1.com\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/07\/0080544a68c64ed3.jpg\" alt=\" - Unknown book cover\" style=\"max-width:300px;width:100%;height:auto;box-shadow:0 4px 12px rgba(0,0,0,.25);border-radius:4px;\"\/><\/figure>\n<p>\u201cDo you just go grocery shopping like a normal person for the food that you don\u2019t grow?\u201d I ask. He briefly glances up from the cutting board where he\u2019s chopping a bell pepper. \u201cYes. What else would I do?\u201d \u201cI don\u2019t know, kill animals with your bare hands for meat, probably,\u201d I deadpan. In any case, it\u2019s almost comical to imagine him walking the aisles of a grocery store, tossing prepackaged cheese and meat into the cart.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhere do you get the money?\u201d \u201cI\u2019ve saved up quite a bit of money over the years, both from working for it and from stealing it from those who don\u2019t deserve their riches.\u201d I snort. \u201cOkay, Robin Hood.\u201d I\u2019m pretty sure he smiles, but I can\u2019t be sure because he turns to grab something from the fridge just as his lips twitch. \u201cThese days, though, I mostly make money from selling my wood carvings and the furniture I refurbish.\u201d \u201cRight.\u201d I remember him saying that in the garage. He continues to cook, saut\u00e9ing various vegetables with chicken until he brings two plates of food to the table and sets one before me.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThanks.\u201d We\u2019re about halfway through the meal when Ambrose clears his throat and says, \u201cI\u2019ll require your presence at an event this Saturday.\u201d I pause with my fork mid-air. \u201cWhat kind of event?\u201d \u201cA masquerade. Sort of like a pre-Halloween social thing. There will be a lot of important people there, and I need a date.\u201d \u201cNo.\u201d He cocks his head, his brow furrowed. \u201cWhy not?\u201d \u201cI may have agreed to a deal with you, but it did not involve going to events as your date.\u201d \u201cIt\u2019s at a beautiful mansion in the mountains, and you don\u2019t have to dance,\u201d he reasons.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI just need you there for show. I\u2019ll handle all the details, down to your outfit.\u201d \u201cStill no.\u201d If he thinks I\u2019m going to help him out by being arm candy to make him look good, he\u2019s delusional. \u201cI\u2019ll knock fifty years off our bargain if you go with me.\u201d I pause. Now that is tempting.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOne hundred.\u201d He smirks. \u201cSeventy-five.\u201d Locking eyes with him, I take a sip of water, forcing him to wait a few seconds for my answer. Anything to get under his skin. \u201cDeal.\u201d OceanofPDF.com \u2019m going to kill him.<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p>No portion of this book may be reproduced in any form without written permission from the publisher or author, except for brief quotations used for book reviews or promotions. This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, and incidents are a product of the author\u2019s imagination or used fictitiously.<\/p>\n<p>Copyright \u00a9 2025 Lyla Andrews All rights reserved. Formatted with Vellum OceanofPDF.com CONTENT WARNINGS Hello, lovely reader! The following paragraphs contain trigger warnings with context for those who may need them. This means there will be slight spoilers ahead. The FMC of this book struggles deeply with depression and suicidal ideation. She attempts suicide by cutting her wrists early in the book, and this scene is detailed.<\/p>\n<p>She is in a physically and emotionally abusive marriage at the start of the story. Later, the FMC witnesses the death of a child in a hospital setting. She does not know or have any relation to this child. Multiple men try to harm the FMC throughout the story, including an attempted drugging (that she notices before it is successful), and sexual assault (groping; no penetration).<\/p>\n<p>Lastly, the FMC kills and tortures multiple people throughout the story in detail. All spicy scenes between the FMC and MMC are fully consensual and non-violent. OceanofPDF.com For everyone who has felt powerless, afraid, and alone in a place that was supposed to be home. And for those who are fighting to take back that power.<\/p>\n<p>OceanofPDF.com T PROLOGUE he dreams are always the same. I\u2019m alone, but only for a moment. It\u2019s not the sort of mundane loneliness I\u2019ve become accustomed to that lingers like a dull ache in my chest. In my dreams, it\u2019s a cold, numb emptiness that seeps everything from me until there\u2019s nothing left. Until him. Before I see him, I feel him.<\/p>\n<p>His presence holds an unimaginable magnetism, in both my dreams and in wakefulness, that draws me to him like a moth to flame. Dangerous, yet beautiful. In the dark\u2014always in the dark\u2014I scour the shadows for him, blindly reaching. Sometimes I\u2019m in a massive warehouse where my steps echo against the concrete floors and the hallways seem to stretch and warp the longer I run.<\/p>\n<p>Other times, I\u2019m lost in the woods surrounded by a thick sea of trees that seem to whisper my name as I rush past them. No matter where I am, I\u2019m searching frantically, driven by the gravity of his presence and his disembodied whispered words: \u201cFind me.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019m trying, I want to scream, but the only sounds that come from my mouth are heaving breaths when I begin to run, desperately seeking him. My veins flood with adrenaline and trepidation, half of my mind helpless to resist the allure of the unknown while the other half rings with alarm bells.<\/p>\n<p>He\u2019s dangerous. It doesn\u2019t help that whatever primal instinct cautioning me away from him is easy to push aside when reckless curiosity outweighs my will to live anyway.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p><em>This is a short excerpt from the opening of &ldquo;&rdquo; by Unknown, quoted for review and introduction purposes. 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