After The Blu – Marie France

Spun. Me. Deepening our kiss, hands in my hair, grip tight on my waist. “And you taste like honey,” he whispered against my lips. “Well,” I chuckled, “that’s not cheesy at all.” “Honey’s sweet, Beatrice.” And slowly, he lowered me to the ground, pressing a gentle kiss to my forehead.

“I hope everyone saw that.” “Don’t let me do that again,” I teased, stepping into his car. He rounded the hood and slid into the driver’s seat. Hand on my thigh, he leaned forward. “I’m not the police.” … Our reservation never stood a chance. 1kitap1.com/en Session Ten Hangover He should’ve left me that day. I’m convinced, that morning, Cole Ellerby should have walked out of my life and never returned. But he didn’t leave, he’s waiting for me at home. I can smell my favorite tea – peppermint and chamomile – being brewed, his hand on the kettle, eyeing our mug wall thinking: “Would she want the black mug or the orange mug for when she comes back?”

My heating pad will be on the couch, tucked warm underneath the quilt we spent nine months butchering at the local library Fun Activates For Couples! incentive. Because if he’d left, there would be none of that. And for sure, I’m certain, if I called him right now, he’d say: “I hope the orange mug is okay.

Black seems too depressing for the occasion.” I’d laugh and say, “Mom’s passed out cold.” He’d ask, “What do you need from me?” And I’d say: “Stay.” Stay. One word, so impossibly simple, yet impossible to say. I’ve thought it, throughout the course of my life, I prayed for it.

Stay, please Dad. Why are you punishing yourself? Mom, he’s gone. But I’m here. Stay. Don’t leave me. Jace – Jace, if we could work this out, maybe you could – Maybe. Maybe. Because I was never certain of an answer with him.

The characters and events portrayed in this book are fictitious. Any similarity to real persons, living or dead, is coincidental and not intended by the author. No part of this book may be reproduced, or stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording, or otherwise, without express written permission of the publisher. ISBN-13: 9781234567890 ISBN-10: 1477123456 Cover design by: Marie-France Leger Library of Congress Control Number: 2018675309 1kitap1.com/en I’m not one for sappy starts but…

Damn. It feels good to be back. With love, Beatrice XO 1kitap1.com/en Author’s Note I had no plans to write a “sequel” to A Hue of Blu. Hell, I don’t know that I would even categorize this novella as such. It’s more like closure, for those who loved Blu – connected with her journey – this one is for you.

My intention with Blu’s Diaries is to give you all the answers you’ve been waiting for. Some of you read the alternate ending, and trust me, I’ve seen your comments, heard your questions: “Are they going to find their way back to each other? Will they end up together?” The answer is, and always will be, no. Jace’s story ended in book one, and I stand by them not ending up together. Beatrice (Blu) Henderson has gone through so much in her life to have her growth and progress fractured by more toxicity.

Jace Boland was a chapter in her life, but he was never going to be the full story. Amen to that. The same trigger warnings pertain to this book as they did in the first: S/A, toxic family dynamics, self-esteem, BPD, body dysmorphia, and mental health. This isn’t a story, it’s a message. It’s guidance. It’s moving on. I want you to hear it from Blu.

She misses you. 1kitap1.com/en Beatrice’s Playlist Where’s My Love – SYML Spiral – Said the Sky, Jutes Cinnamon Girl – Lana Del Rey Pins and Needles – Nessa Barrett I Miss You, I’m Sorry – Gracie Abrams Lose You to Love Me – Selena Gomez That’s Us – Anson Seabra We Might As Well Be Strangers – Keane All I Want – Kodaline Run For the Hills – Tate McRae Find Some Peace of Mind – Stephen Stanley Iridescent – Linkin Park I Found – Amber Run End of Beginning – Djo Honeybee – Olivia Rodrigo 1kitap1.com/en AFTER THE BLU.

1kitap1.com/en Pick my Brain Apart (or… table of contents, whatever) “Home” An Intro to Beatrice Henderson Is This How I’m Supposed To Be Loved? Identity Crisis 101 UnForFuckingGettable Mirrors Tell You Sweet Lies I’m Not Ready! I’m Not Ready! I Feel Everything. And I Mean.

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