365 Days Without You – Akhira

this time i won’t wait by my phone. i won’t text you every day to remind you that i exist. i won’t give you that power anymore you want me? you’ll have to show me day 89 why do we try so hard for people that don’t even try for us? day 90 i was addicted to the way you pretended.. day 91 i like to think that if the timing was different, i could have been the one for you day 92 i wish you would message me ask me how i am, what i’m doing, how i’ve been.

it hurts to think that i probably don’t go through your mind at all, while you never leave mine day 93 you belong with me, maybe in another world or lifetime, but i know you belong with me day 94 i let you become my happiness and that’s where i went wrong day 95 i don’t regret us, but i wouldn’t do it again day 96 whenever you miss me just remember you had me and i wasn’t enough day 97 remember the “i love you more” fights?

looks like i won… day 98 if you break someone and they still wish you the best, you’ve lost the greatest thing for you day 99 i think the worst feeling in the world is knowing that someone you used to talk to everyday doesn’t care about you anymore day 100 i saw you, and i couldn’t differentiate between my heart breaking and my heart fluttering day 101 and if you’ve never felt your soul being torn apart, you’ve never loved anyone with all your heart day 102 you are never coming back and i am honestly trying my hardest to be okay with that day 103 do you ever just wonder how different your life would be if that one person didn’t leave?

and now i’m crying because i remember all those plans we had for a future that no longer exists day 4 i know i never actually mattered to you day 5 i knew it wouldn’t last i knew it from the moment we first talked yet i still had hope that maybe just once something good could stay day 6 i’m worried nothing else will ever feel like love again after you day 7 as upset and angry i am, i still miss you do you know how fucking pathetic that makes me feel?

day 8 how do you go back to being strangers with someone, who has seen your soul?

This is a short excerpt from the opening of “” by Unknown, quoted for review and introduction purposes. All rights belong to the copyright holders.

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