Dangerous Beginnins – Myla Carbo

I feel like I’m teetering on the edge of a cliff, the abyss of his world yawning wide beneath me. I would be a fool to even consider going with him, to let myself be dragged into the heart of his darkness, all the way to fucking Moscow. A fool to willingly step into his web, to give myself over to him so completely. My heart pounds against my ribcage, each beat a reminder of the danger I’m flirting with. Confusion swirls in my tear-stained eyes, mixing with fear, anger, and something else—something I can’t quite name.

His gaze is piercing, cutting through all the chaos inside me. It’s as if he’s offering me something more than just protection, more than just an escape. There’s an intensity in his eyes, a depth that’s almost frightening in its sincerity. But beneath that, I see the darkness—the same darkness that’s always been there, lurking just beneath the surface.

I replay the events of the past few minutes, the tension, the way his words wrapped around me like chains. Moscow is a name that feels distant, yet terrifyingly real. It’s not just a place—it’s the very heart of his empire, a labyrinth of power and violence that I have no business being anywhere near. I try to imagine what it would be like there, what he would be like in that place, surrounded by his people, his enemies.

Would he still be the man I’ve come to know, or would he become something even more monstrous? And why does he care for me? Is it a mere manipulation tactic or is there a raw interest? The rational part of me knows I should run, that I should never have anything to do with him again. He’s not just any man—he’s one of the world’s most wanted criminals, a man whose very name sends shivers down the spine of anyone who knows who he is.

The thought of being associated with him, of being pulled into his world, makes my skin crawl. And yet, his offer lingers in the air between us like a poisonous temptation, like an unspoken promise of something I can’t quite resist. I mean there isn’t another place I would be able to go to, I’m out of options.

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Reader discretion is advised as this book contains: Sexually explicit discussion and scenes Non-consensual drugging Child abuse (remembered) Invasion of privacy Murder Death of parents Knife play BDSM Emotional manipulation Kidnapping Power imbalance Obsessive MMC Stalking Family dysfunction OceanofPDF.com Dedication OceanofPDF.com Table of contents Trigger list Dedication Playlist Chapter 1: Born a Sinner? Chapter 2: Monster in His Eyes Chapter 3: A Match Made in Hell Chapter 4: We Are All Sinners Chapter 5: The Devil Comes Knocking Chapter 6: To Terrify Chapter 7: The First Appearance Deceives Many Chapter 8: While I Breathe, I Hope Chapter 9: Experience Teaches Chapter 10: Into the Abyss Chapter 11: Under The Rose Chapter 12: Criminals Are Made, Not Born Chapter 13: To Dare is to Do Chapter 14: Let us Live, Since we Must Die Chapter 15: Everything Happens for a Reason Chapter 16: To Insanity Chapter 17: What is Done is Done Chapter 18: Senseless Threat Chapter 19: I Am Not Led, I Lead Chapter 20: Time Reveals the Truth Chapter 21: Him Chapter 22: Speak of the Devil Chapter 23: The Devil Punishes Chapter 24: The Punishment Chapter 25: The Second Punishment Chapter 26: With Good Faith Chapter 27: Dare to Know Chapter 28: Wine and Music Gladden the Heart Chapter 29: The Sin Has Been Committed Chapter 30: Sinner Chapter 31: A Certain Sad Life Chapter 32: The Choice Chapter 33: A Dangerous Beginning Chapter 34: A Journey Chapter 35: It Is Fitting Chapter 36: Discoveries Chapter 37: Good Girl Chapter 38: You Belong to Me Chapter 39: Death of Love Chapter 40: Unsure Chapter 41: Everything Falls Down Chapter 42: The Truth Chapter 43: Lovers?

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