Hade – Anastasija White

Fuck, what I wouldn’t give to join her. All I want is to step into her room, climb into her bed, and hold her until morning comes. To soak in her warmth so I can feel alive again. But that would be unfair to her. It would break the promise I made. Last night was a fucking dream come true, but it can’t happen again.

So, I slowly pull her door closed and head to my room, hoping the quiet will seep into me and filter out the noise. OceanofPDF.com the last last time I wake up at noon, my head pounding, and drag myself to the shower. The cold water brings a little relief, and when I finally make it to the kitchen, I feel a bit more like me. I have a quick breakfast, chug a cup of coffee, and pop some aspirin.

Riley isn’t home, and her absence makes my loneliness more prickly, more tangible. She’s only been here a week, and already, I’ve gotten attached to having breakfast with her. What will I do once she leaves? The thought of her being gone makes my gut churn. I’m climbing into the car, heading to the grocery store, when Ines calls. “Hey. What’s up?” The sound of her sniffling is like a slap upside my head. I tense, my grip on the phone tightening.

“Ines? What’s wrong?” “Is it true?” Frowning, I turn the key in the ignition. “What are you talking about?” “Is it true you’re going to release a new album? Songs using…Ow- Owen’s voice?” She sniffles again. “I saw the article.” My stomach plummets. The project wasn’t supposed to be public knowledge. I rub a hand down my face. “We met with the label yesterday.

We discussed it, but that’s all for now,” I tell her. “I figured I’d mention it the next time I visited. I’m so sorry you found out like that. It was never my intention.” “I-I know. I just didn’t expect it, and it sent me spiraling.” She takes a deep breath. “God, you probably think I’m an idiot.” “Never.” My chest aches for this woman. “And don’t ever call yourself that. Grief is complex. You never know when and how it will hit.”

“Thank you so much, Hade. I have no idea what I’d do without you.” I force my shoulders to relax and rest my head against the seat. “How is Santi? I have a surprise for him.” “He’s fine. Every day, he gets better at driving me batty.” She chuckles. “He’s always thrilled to see you, you know, with and without surprises. He loves when his tío plays with him.” Before long, Santi is begging for her attention, so we end the call.

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And to those who are still learning how to live after someone they love couldn’t. OceanofPDF.com contents Playlist Author’s Note 1. I Was Jealous 2. I Am Cursed 3. Lost Boy 4. The Distraction of Her 5. What Is So Different? 6. You’re Not Joking 7. Why Are You Smiling Though?

8. This Is a Terrible Idea 9. Where’s Riley? 10. I’m Sorry 11. A Very Confident Color 12. Reminiscing 13. A Questionable Roommate 14. To My Guilt 15. I Just Want Him 16. It’s Riley 17. Fuck It 18. Just Once 19. That’s What We Agreed On 20.

Today Is Going to Be a Disaster 21. The Last Last Time 22. Good Girl 23. For Now 24. I Made a Mistake 25. Not Butterflies 26. It’s Yours 27. You…Lied 28. Then We’re Keeping This Baby, Ry 29. I Guess I Got Myself a Roommate 30. I’m So Glad You Stayed 31. My Only Love 32. I’ve Been Thinking About You 33. You’re like a Princess 34.

Ride Me, Baby 35. I’m Choosing Myself 36. Ready to See Your Baby? 37. Can I Kiss You? 38. Seven Minutes 39. I Love This Man 40. How Are You Even Real? 41. It’s About Someone I Love 42. Our Iris 43.

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